I feel it there… behind the fear that was… The truth. My secrets. Me. I’ve been improving all this time and the Universe calls to me, “Write.” She says so much to me these days… I cannot combine all of her messages. They are meant to be combined. I keep forgetting that part. I hear […]
Fand’s Journal
Bergen. I couldn’t… I fall to the floor. There is just too much. So much. It’s no wonder they couldn’t contain me. What is inside of my head… Some days, it feels like it will break me. But… “Get through it, lass.” It’s so heavy. These halls… I looked at the palace walls. The dias. […]
The Bard’s Oracle : A Note From The Author
Hello, dear reader. It has been a long time. Bergen and I go way back. In all my madness, Bergen was born as the personification of my Defense System. He was formed into a character for my book, and he developed a sentient will of his own. Soon after, we were arguing like two secret […]
The Bard’s Oracle : Prologue
The Author’s Stage I walked the halls… gazing upon the work before me. The work is precise. The world in my mind, crystal. an empty throne. A court jester. The Ship of State. My gown, my crown, my vision. Am I really building a City from my mind? I brace for impact. I anticipate the […]
Conversations With The Universe
They say within genius there is madness. The thing is, the genius is often not understood by many. But also, the mind of a genius moves so quickly that the thoughts appear as madness to those only watching a fraction of the play. My mind moves fast. Too fast for my words or my hands […]
My Woven Magic
This world always felt more real to me… My Imp told me to write. He was right. I have not walked these halls since… I was Joanna then. This world was Joanna’s world. So long ago. I was someone different then. I am building a City now. I’m Anna. Anna Imagination. Bergen is… He’s still […]
The Healing Garden… Chapter #4
I… I redirected his parenting, to save my children and protect them. I took his abuse, purposely taking the abuse for my children… I would go to any lengths to protect my children. My emotions were used as weapons against me. As were my words. He used my words against me as a weapon. I […]
Former About Me
I believe in going back to old words and seeing where I once was to help me reflect on how far I have come. The words here no longer represent me, but they once did, and I am hesitant to “delete” and “deny” who I was. That practice is what broke my mind. I am […]
The Healing Garden… Chapter #3
I feel like… As a Multiple, I just went into my head. And there, in my head, there was no pain. In fact, in my head I could do anything. Be anything. And I was… but mostly, in my head, I was safe. And that made it really hard to leave. The situation outside only […]
Multiple Personality Disorder
Angela B. Chrysler who now goes by Anna, was diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID formerly known as Multiple Personality Disorder), in 2015. In April 2022, Anna’s Alters revealed themselves to Anna via a letter one of them wrote to her Life Partner. Since then, Anna has worked to build, what Psychologists call “The Anna […]