You know when you just see something and you’re so moved by it you just enter a trance until you feel the hairs on your arm stand up? Yeah…First time watching this video…or hearing this song…or hearing this band… And I went, “Yep! That is what BPD feels like!”
Broken Excerpt
Another excerpt I love from Broken. This is from Chapter 19. I shook and, dropping my head to my hand, I cried. “Well, not when you put it like that,” I said and I cried. I cried for a long while. “How did you find all this out? Did you have a therapist?” William […]
Broken Excerpt: Part Two
I’m applying the edits to Broken today. It’s amazing how much of this I wrote in the present tense as if I was still there while I wrote this. Then again, when I wrote this… I was. Here is an excerpt from Part Two of Broken: Transcending the Psychedelic. WARNING: THIS CONTAINS GRAPHIC LANGUAGE AND […]
7 Step Path to Recovery
Matthew Perry and 30 years of drugs… As some of you may know, I endured 30 years of trauma that ranged from rape and torture, to animal abuse and pedophilia. I also witnessed an exorbitant number of deaths at an early age. I did all of this without any therapy or medication. Two things my […]
5 Myths of Romance Novels
Today is 20 August 2015. I’ve been running the Brain to Books Blog Tour now since 24 July 2015, but 18 July 2015 was slightly different. In addition to her post, author Rosanna Leo, included this in her post. I’d like to thank Angela very much for hosting me on this fun blog tour. It’s […]
It All Comes Together
Mom is depressed and withdrawn today. She just came off a very low low. This is the sign I put on the fridge this morning to notify the children which mood I’m in. If I could, I would pause life here. Right here. I would curl into the corner of my room, pull my knees […]
Slide into the depths of my Subconscious
It is as bleak as it sounds here. I need to make this clear. I am a philosopher. I am not a psychologist. All psychological ramblings on this site that are written by me are purely philosophical and are only based on my own philosophy. It is not medical advice. It has no grounding whatsoever […]
Welcome to my world of Fantasy
A Note to you dear reader I have spent much of my time these last few months blogging less and less about fantasy and more and more about psychology, Domestic Violence Awareness, and BPD, PTSD, and bipolar. I have much guilt over this as the primary reason for my readers being here is to […]
Physical Loneliness
“She’s screaming.” My words are but a whisper, but my therapist looks up from her notes. I wasn’t surprised that she heard me. “What is she saying?” “No words. Just screams.” “And why do you think that is? What do you think she’s screaming about?” What indeed…Damned if I knew. Angel just always screams. I […]
Learning LinkedIn: Social Media Series
The Twitter Bug: Part #1 Facing Facebook: Part #2 Learning LinkedIn: Part #3 Pinning to Pinterest #4 For this article, I will be presenting the visual aid and then giving a description, summary, or break down. I am not going to pretend I know anything about LinkedIn. I don’t. So instead of writing an article […]